hello, blog world

i just painted my nails sparkly purple.
i don't usually like sparkly purple,
but today is/was an occasion.
i'm home from school sick!!!

ew. i have a pounding headache and bad skin
and essentially i needed a day off from school.
i just can't handle math after a 5 day weekend.

i spent it:
-sleeping in.
-watching the newest episode of skins
-trying and failing to find a new episode of my life as liz.
-putting on a chocolate mask
-stalking a seller on ebay to get a way to fix my broken camera.
-painting my nails the aforementioned sparkly purple :)
-taking a shower
-eating noodle and hot dogs... weird, i know.
-e-mailing my teachers to seem studious.
-trying to figure out what to do with my life.

the last one isn't going very well.
i guess that im not sure what i want out of my life.
i want to go to cosmetology school.
i wish LVPA offered CIT. but of course, it can't
because half of our day is already used up by our art.

i just have this picture in my mind of myself
with awkwardly dyed hair
in a salon, either some trendy one in NYC or my own
cutting and styling other people's hair.
and doing nails.
and everything else.
like it's what i want to do. but i also want to be a
MUSIC MAJOR

how could i do this besides transferring back to wilson
(GOD FORBID)
and going to CIT for cosmetology,
then becoming a licensed cosmetologist by senior year
then going to music school?
POO.

this is extremely complicated.